I think that is all I can really say with out letting on as to what its about. I think I really really have to trust Jesus with everything right now.
Next year is looking promising, all applications are in, the email told me so. I'm really looking forward to going to interviews, very scary. I can't believe I get to go and talk about doing what I love and involving Jesus.
So thats all ok. I can handle being in the process of that because I've been there for a few months.
I've written 500 words of my dissertation. 500 very dis-jointed words of an introduction. But its there to be refined and added to. I'm on my way. Inviting God in to my brain everytime I sit down to do some work, itd the only way I'll keep awake!
I think the only thing I'm really having problems with is the idea that I will be leaving Luton. I will be leaving this...
Sad, very sad, hard to trust that I'll be happy else where.
On a lighter note, Eleanor and Richard got engaged on Saturday. Congrats to them! (may get to come back to Luton within the year for that one)
